To have loved and lost

The following is dedicated to the women who have loved and lost.

I wish for those precious moments to return
When it seemed we were made for each other
I can touch your face and feel the wholeness of your soul
And you can kiss my eyes and take away all of my pain

I think every now and then , though I try hard not to
Of days when I loved you and thought  you loved me too
Before you abandoned me for fairer skin & fake smile
Betrayed me for a racing car & bunglow by the sea

I was doomed from the beginning
When entangled in your sweet lies, I believed you
I was too happy to ignore the truth
Lost in the illusions of  love, was so confused
 
I stil laugh, talk and show all happy emotions of life
But a certain numbness has crawled into my vein
After so many tears , now I cannot feel the pain
I am not dead yet , but it seems I have died long ago

I want to hope for a new life and true love
But cannot , fear that it will hurt again
And I know that spring will never come
Trapped in this eternal winter I will suffer long

Sometimes I ask God , Why I was punished for no fault of mine
I get no answer . Long dead emotions lie still
Lost ground of love keep staring at me
I try hard not to complain for what is there and what could have been

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